Forever Petite

after the long hiatus i finally get my self to tumblr. it may sound awkward but i actually do not miss tumblr-ing at all . I even lost the point of having my tumblr blog, what is it for?

 now recall the time when the first time i made tumblr blog …

mmmm…

it was on 2009 , i saw some of my classmates opening their tumblr blog. At glance i saw how their blog’s layout designed and its simple dashboard. “pretty cool” i thought. And by then i started making one. 

call me hipster or anti-mainstream, but I didn’t do what common tumblr users do at that time. most people do reblog beautiful photos or poetic quotes, something about romance, or even something humorous. what I did was publishing a text post , about my life, what had been going at my mind at the moment. Still remember tumblarity? i used to get below than a hundred points . I was not seeking for fame (still i am not) , I was just wanted to post about my life , my idea , and feelings . 

But somehow this blog grew into mostly reblog posts… i must admit that all those beautiful photos in tumblr dashboard tempted me to click that reblog button. Since i am not good in words, i always had no idea what to write or how do i begin typing. 

starting year 11 , school is getting harder like digging to earth’s core. always come back in the late noon, and found my self exhausted . too tired to do anything. plus my house’s wifi is being a badass. i can’t be online for months, so sad :( . and yes till now, my house’s wifi still being a badass (at the time i’m typing this post i am currently using wifi in Starbucks) 

yeah that is the final end of my tumblr-blog story. At once i was thinking of deleting this blog because i have 2 blogs already (tumblr and blogspot) . Though Blogspot is rather complicated. But i did not decide to do it , because there are like some memories behind this blog. I could not make it to a waste :P .

it gets boring, i’m not a tumblr-famous, i do not get frequent messages.  That is okay, that is not my how i want it. i had stopped reblogging much, this time i want to contribute much .

this is so boring? i know . if you re reading this, maybe you are currently wasting time of ur life . but no, i do not ask you to read it tho . it is up to u . hate it or like it. all i want was … to express :) 

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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